:: hello 2012 ::

Assalamualaikum~

2011 has finally ended,, yeay!!! a new phase of life begins,, hello 2012 :)

since today is weekend and definitely new year, so i think it fitting to share few things i had learned from the past 365 days..these are simple lessons about life and perhaps u guys have went through this before..

1. there comes a point when u're in despair, lost hope till u're almost giving up on study and life. worsen when your family is far miles away, and u have to cope that problems by your own. financial, stress of exam, tiring job. all mixed up till you have no strength to hold on. just remember that u're not alone. you have Allah and your friends by your side. 'mengadu kepada Allah' is the best thing, recite Quran whenever got free time. in that way you would feel sorts of calmness in your soul, u would feel better and starting to realize that "it's a life". 

2. every success has an episode of failures behind it, and every failure could be the lead of several efforts towards success. if u didn't get a good result in 1 subject, it doesn't mean u're dumb, it's called a gap (time belajar epid dulu hehe) there might be some reason why u couldn't success even u have tried your best. just chill la :p and keep up that good effort. as others have said, "u don't fail by falling down, u fail by never getting back up". sometimes u just have to be patient, forget how u feel, remember what u deserve and keep moving on.

3. relationships must be chosen wisely. It's better to be alone than to be in bad company. There's no need to rush peeps. If something is meant to be, it will happen - in the right time, with the best person :)))

4. someone will always be better looking, someone will always be smarter than you. it's normal to get jealous but don't take it seriously. they are awesome but they will never be you - be yourself and believe in your own capabilities.

5. everyone makes mistakes. everyone has weakness coz nobody is perfect. don't belittle yourself, so do anyone else. lets forgive and forget. If u can't forgive others, don't expect others to forgive you. am i rite?

6. it's not necessary to always have to pretend to be strong. If u're sad, just show it. cry if you need to. share your problems and sorrowfulness with your close friend. this is what friends are for rite. do the same too if your friend need it. (dedicated to my best friend yanie -> thanks 4 everything babe~)

with yanie

Everything is a life lesson. Everyone u meet, every problem that u encounter are a part of learning experiences that we called "life" :)) 

Happy new year everyone. May this upcoming new year bring us so much love, happiness and success :))

what's your new resolutions? :p

:: a doctor ::

Assalamualaikum..

feeling excited to write down a piece of thought after so long never update..lately, have been busy with work..anyway, A BUNCH of thanks for reading my previous entries :)

hai budak2, jangan takut  kat dr. ok :)

~a DOCTOR~

waktu kecik2 dulu, memang happening.. btol kan? sometimes aku rasa it would be good to just be a child and not grown up hehe.. main masak-masak, nyorok-nyorok, polis entri, baling selipar, batu seremban, ronders (betul ke eja? :p), dan d best part is main doktor-doktor.. siapa sangka sekarang ni pun aku boleh main lagi permainan ni.. but for sure with the real stehetoscope, thermometer, spyghmomanometer.. and definitely--> facing the REAL PATIENT!! cool ya ;p

posting in psychiatry depatment :)

i never dreamed of to be a doctor.. since i have seen it was a tough job and scary.. needs determination and perseverance.. tapi semua itu berubah apabila aku menjejakkan kaki ke MATRIKULASI.. kenapa all of sudden nak jadi doktor? panjang ceritanya hehe nak dipendekkan,, hmm, aku banyak terbaca, terdengar kisah tokoh-tokoh yang berjaya dalam kehidupan mereka.. daripada keluarga yang susah menjadi senang, dapat berbakti dan membanggakan keluarga.. hah, tiba-tiba timbul lah satu kesedaran dan tekad dalam diri bahawa "kenapa aku tidak?".. waktu itu doa tidak putus-putus dipanjatkan kepada Allah, usaha juga dilipat gandakan supaya aku dapat melanjutkan pengajian dalam bidang Perubatan.. Alhamdulillah, bersyukur kepada Allah yang sememangnya Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..

kini sudah 4 tahun aku bergelar mahasiswa kedokteran atau di Malaysia pelajar perubatan.. 3 tahun setengah belajar teori and a half year lagi praktikal.. banyak pahit manis yang sudah ditempuh.. dan aku rasa pengalaman yang paling berharga adalah over past half year dimana aku menjadi Dokter Muda.. dari situ aku banyak belajar mengenal kehidupan doktor yang sebenar..

"a doctor's life means lifeless".. i second that but i'm not 100% agree.. for sure there would be pros and contras about this.. and 1 note to be remembered guys "tidak kisah anda seorang apa; doktor, engineer, petani, guru, penjual, penganggur; berusahalah yang terbaik dalam hidup anda, jangan mudah putus asa, dan serahkan segalanya kepada sang pencipta kerana DIAlah yang merancang kehidupan kita kedepannya".. tapi ingatlah kejayaan itu bukan sekadar memperoleh harta dan pangkat sebanyak mungkin.. berjaya menjadi anak yang baik, rakyat yang baik, menolong sesama kita, menjaga lingkungan agar tetap bersih dan aman juga adalah kejayaan diri sendiri yang boleh dibanggakan.. tepuk dada tanya lah akal~

salam :)