:: sadness of raya :

assalamualaikum~

at this moment, here in the gloomy room, sitting on the old plastic chair, i would like to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to those who celebrating raya today..

in Indonesia, RAYA begins tomorrow and yet i'm so sad and depressed..wanna know why? huhuhu..bcoz i will be on-call and its 24 hours!!! i think i'm gonna get mad these few days..

dear 'mak', 'abah', 'family' and 'friends', i miss Eid celebration in Malaysia T.T,,
..i miss decorating and cleaning up the house..
..i miss the night before aidilfitri where it's filled with sounds of the Muslim recite the takbir in the mosque, while kids playing firecrackers..
..i miss to see pelitas were lit up and placed around homes..
..i miss to wear new 'baju raya'..
..i miss to visit the grave of arwah atuk..
..i miss mak n atuk minah special dishes..ketupat, daging rendang, ayam masak kicap, lemang..
..i miss the moments where we will be busy preparing food, cakes, biskut raya and other delicacies to be served on the day of Hari Raya..
..i miss to hug mak, abah and asking forgiveness for all my wrongdoings..
..i miss jalan beraya with my family n old friends..
..i miss everything..

kepada semua yang tak balik kampung or dah taknak balik kampung or dah ketepikan keluarga, balik la sementara ibu bapa korg masih ada..keluarga itu tidak ternilai harganya dibandingkan dengan wang ringgit yang cuma sementara saja..

ni laye 2 tahun lepas oh

my boyfriends ;)

everything happen for a reason --> ya..i always hold on to that 'prinsip' whenever i'm down..always keep it tight in my heart and mind since nothing comes as easy in this world..sacrifice is a-must to success..

SAYANG MAK, SAYANG ABAH, SAYANG SEMUA!!! lalala~